on this ledge I sit
feet dangling
for no support exist
I clambered up here
as a kid of 6
holding a cake
and making a wish
soon now at 42
the wish will come down and all
will be true
I believe
I am right
I will be paid
for all the nights
the snow [...]
shadows boxing,
slices of my soul,
shadows deep,
light hiding bright,
across the path,
my chosen way,
I must decide,
I must dance,
I must say.
I must decide.
I must Dance.
I must Say.
was I a passenger?
all different and unconnected?
or all conniving erratically to one place
a plunging through the clouds
falling down and down
until
you swallow the empty alone
the Marvel © (™) quantum zone
of zany-art blended nonsense
where sneaky senses are blocking and
the [...]
we start
more yielding than the air
we start
taking breaths of potential
we start
because its desirable
because its needed
how might a soft thing
survive?
how can a caring thing
breathe?
how should a creative flower
bloom?
oh so rare
oh so rare
let’s hide away
let’s protect this musing moment
so short
so tight inside
this hardened ball
this [...]
I battle with the truth,
so it will accept,
my lies,
perfect misdirection.
‘I did it my way’
what a tragedy,
what a lie,
in pretty wrapping, with a bow!
I need something new to,
interest me,
I need a waterfall of ideas,
to love,
falling freely upon me,
my focus lies beyond the [...]
why set out ?
when you already know,
who told you ?
now you are so sure,
what shall become of us?
there is no one to care,
when will it happen?
is tomorrow to soon,
where will I be?
when this fatality,
befalls and then,
the end.
